Fell sick on e third dae of e new yr.. wAt a way to start off a new yr uh.. Body temp spiked up to 39.6deg when i was doin my nite shift.. Wondered hw i actually struggled thru e lng hrs.. With thick blankets, jackets & hot water bottled to keep me warm. plus e endless care & concern frm my beloved colleagues.. (: i guessed my brain was cooked.. hahahaha! yet to recover & am still feelin uncomfortable... And my stubborn fever juz refused to go awae despite tkin medications... Let's see if i'll recover tML.. if nt.. it's time for mi to walk in to hospital for some blds investigations.. SiGhz~!!!
In abt a day time.. We're gonna bid 2009 gdbye & welcome a brand new 2010...
Wldnt say tis yr was fantastic.. It wasnt smooth sailin at all.. Ups & dwns.. Cry lots.. Laughed madly.....
Many changes amg e family.. Uncountable unpleasant, unhappiness events happened at home. Upsettin enuff to dampen e whole entry... To sum up.... Bro seems to be like a stranger to us & it's no lnger e usual family/home i used to have. Sis-in-law left. We no lnger trust him after umpteen chances given to him yet he chose to broke it. Parents seems to be soooo depressed over his matter & mum seems to haf sinked into depression.. Me, tryin to stay strong cuz i wldnt wan to add on to their burden broke dwn many times behind them. Managed to convince my supersitious Dad to keep Daisy(my dog) after e *wind-water* master came & commented that my hse isnt suitable to haf any dog.. i cried like mad & refused to talk to him till he has gt no choice but to gif in to me.. HEhe! ;p Grandparents came to stay over becuz no one is willing to tk care of them & everyone is pushin them all ard but am glad tt we've gt a care-giver to tk real gd care of them nw (: Forced to grow up in all these stressful situations which no one cld experienced nor like..
wRk wise.. Ups & dwns too but so far mstly r ups.. New ppl joinin & ppl leavin, either for retirement or for better future.. Endless party in e wd... Gt promoted in Jan & even gt selected by AD to be preceptor for e newly grad NUS SN aH Pat! A little weirdness felt cuz i'm still considered a junior SN as compared to e seniors... Rec'd gd appraisal & havin supportive sisters tho at times they can be a irritant esp when u're busy. haha! :p Muz realli thanx them for bein part of e pillars when i went to wrk cryin badly due to family, sch & wrk decisions. U noe.. when u're totally stressed up to e max & u'll start burstin like mad... And also the shrt period of cross-trg to SICU which widen my knowledges esp wrkin in HD. Learnt to fight & talked back to unreasonable Drs esp e CMI ones.. Managed to save a few very illed cases in HD & seein them recoverin made me happy... Stressful periods experienced was when e whole hospital was goin thru e uncountable audits.. e preparation shucks big time... Really... Participated in competitons wit gd memories left.. Nv eva expected myself to be standin in front of so many ppl singin with e grp of gals.. whahahahahah! dAmn embarrassin i wld say but it was fun.. Nice experience gained.. Participated in F1 medcal duty again & i truly enjoyed myself with e co. Tirin but fun & it was really a memorable experience. Nvr regretted goin. (:
Education.. Nearly went to Sydney for my Bacherlor but i did nt.. Was a superb last min harsh decison made due to family issues & i cried like mad after knowin e real reasons.. Wldnt sae i did nt regret.. i do somehw.. Many wat if, If only... Nearly gave up furtherin my studies but it's all e encouragement frm e seniors durin e dwn time.. But am glad tt i've gotten my scholarship frm wrk place & started my part-time studies here... It's taxin n tirin at times but am glad that i'm doin well thus far & i hope it'll remain or get even better (: Pros n cons i wld sae.. Like wise.. If i left, i'll haf to start all over again & it'll nvr be wat i've achieved at wrk currently or i might nt noe where to kick off again..
Frens.. Made new frens & some frens left... And am glad tt i've gt to know who r my tRue frens were & gt even closer to my crazy babes.. thankiew all for e wonderful memories (: Life wld be borin w/o all of U, thanx for spicin up my life!
Nuff said... As e new yr approach.. Let us ALL hope tt it will be a better yr.. Pray for world peace, better health, gd grades in studies, earn more spend less & try to save more.. Better wrkin environment & excel at wrk & may everyone be worry-free & happy (:
Re-post tis entry which was posted few yrs back.. Somethin to ponder....... Somethin to mk one to think deep... (:
first lesson in my life, i learn to cry, follow by breathing, and
feeling. nothing joyous abt the first peek into this world. why people
celebrate when life that step into this world will first suffer, with
tears? along the way, i learn to shout when i'm hungry, sometimes cry.
i learn to regret after suffering the consequences of my very own misbehavior. i learn to treasure, only when i lose something i hold
dearly to my heart.
but life isn't that bad, behind every
stepping stone. everything i learn, i learn how to smile, to look
forward to a brand new day, a new chance, a new reason to live on =)
i shld be packin my rm nw.. But instead of doin so.. My mind has been runnin wild & there are some crazy tots accumulated.. i feel like cuttin my hair shrt.. i mean real shrt.. Like a Bob? heh! ;P i wan2 run like there is no tML.. i wan2 swim & get tanned like i used to be.. i wan2 shop & get all e stuffs i've been longin for & need nt worried abt moolah in my beloved bank a/c depleting.. :D Mst importantly.. i wan2 leave a note to e farawae WJ tt *IMU* plus plus plus, many many many.... But i doubt all these will happened.. it's juz some wild tots that will nvr happened unless some miracles happen.. :s
No plans for any crazy celebration tis yr cuz wrk & sch been killin much of me.. Rarely had e time to breath & to slp.. 24hrs per day seems to be rather insufficient.. Need to find back my recreation time.. i wan to sing, swim, tan, shop, slack & hibernate like crazy.. rwarz!
Ok.. Enuff of whinin.. Time to haf my thankiew speech.. hehe!
to my beloved parents: thankiew for all u both has given to me. thankiew for pamperin & lovin me as alwaes ♥
to ALL: thankiew for all e wonderful wishes/greetins either frm online, sms or call. Local or overseas.. Appreciated plus plus.. xie xie ni men.. (:
to my dearest bitch... thankiew for e projectshop lappy bag, delivered personally to my doorstep.. ^^ i noe i'm bein spoilt by u as alwaes & foreva.. hehehe! ♥
to my e other double C's... thankiew for e wonderful DIY hand-made board & e surprised u all arranged.. ♥
And i'm still waitin for e rest of e pix to be uploaded.. (:
Appreciated lots dearies ♥ thanx for rememberin & mkin my day special (:
*-CeLia-* *-fOunded in SiNGaPuRaz-* *-fiRst ScReaM on 28th Nov-* *-SaGittaRius-* *-.wEn.jinG.kE.Ai.dE.hU.Shi.-* *-a full time PRiNcEsS-* *-a paRt time Angel/Devil in disguised-* (=
- kEep fit, keep fit.. [tone up my bodieeee]
- Further studies @ Overseas (degree/master/Phd)
- Advance diploma in Emergency or critical care.
- A bear in scrubs fRm Build a bear shop
- Chanel necklace
- Tiffany & Co. necklace
- a necklace wit my name
- a Black bling watch
- DSLR
- PoloRalphLauren tops
- Gucci, RalphLauren & LV baGs
- tRavel ard e world..
- Peeps aRd to stay healthy & hAppieee..
- wORLd pEaCe..
- Nnnnnn e list goes onnn & Onnnnn.... hEeeee~
When someone holds a grudge against you, it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is often the most difficult and painful of life's experiences, but it is also the most courageous thing a person can do.
